{"id":822,"date":"2020-05-22T21:10:05","date_gmt":"2020-05-22T21:10:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.karasite.com\/?p=822"},"modified":"2020-11-20T14:49:57","modified_gmt":"2020-11-20T14:49:57","slug":"mendilimde-kan-sesleri","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.karasite.com\/index.php\/2020\/05\/22\/mendilimde-kan-sesleri\/","title":{"rendered":"MEND\u0130L\u0130MDE KAN SESLER\u0130"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Her yere yeti\u015filir<br>Hi\u00e7bir \u015feye ge\u00e7 kal\u0131nmaz ama<br>\u00c7ocu\u011fum beni ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla<br>Ahmet Abi sen de ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Boynu b\u00fck\u00fck duruyorsam e\u011fer<br>\u0130\u00e7imden \u00f6yle geldi\u011fi i\u00e7in de\u011fil<br>Ama hi\u00e7 de\u011fil<br>Ah g\u00fczel Ahmet abim benim<br>\u0130nsan ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yere benzer<br>O yerin suyuna, o yerin topra\u011f\u0131na benzer<br>Suyunda y\u00fczen bal\u0131\u011fa<br>Topra\u011f\u0131n\u0131 iten \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fe<br>Da\u011flar\u0131n\u0131n, tepelerinin dumanl\u0131 e\u011fimine<br>Konyan\u0131n beyaz<br>Antebin k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 d\u00fczl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne benzer<br>G\u00f6\u011f\u00fcne benzer ki g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 mavidir<br>Denize benzer ki dalgal\u0131d\u0131r bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131<br>Evlerine, sokaklar\u0131na, k\u00f6\u015feba\u015flar\u0131na<br>\u00d6ylesine benzer ki<br>Ve avlular\u0131na<br>(Bir kuyu halkas\u0131yla s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r kalbi)<br>Ve s\u00f6zlerine<br>(Yani bir cep aynas\u0131 al\u0131m-sat\u0131m\u0131na belki)<br>Ve bir g\u00fcn birinin adres sormas\u0131na benzer<br>Sorarken sorarken \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00e7l\u00fc bir g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fcne<br>Camc\u0131n\u0131n cam kesmesine, d\u00fclgerin rende tutmas\u0131na<br>\u00d6yle bir c\u0131gara yak\u0131m\u0131na, birinin gazoz a\u00e7mas\u0131na<br>Minib\u00fcslerine, gecekondular\u0131na<br>Hasretine, yalan\u0131na benzer<br>An\u0131s\u0131 i\u015fsizliktir<br>Ac\u0131s\u0131 bilincidir<br>B\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131d\u0131r kurumakta olan<br>G\u00fclemiyorsun ya, g\u00fclmek<br>Bir halk g\u00fcl\u00fcyorsa g\u00fclmektir<br>Ne kadar benziyoruz T\u00fcrkiye\u2019ye Ahmet Abi.<br>Bir g\u00fczel kadeh tutu\u015fun vard\u0131 eskiden<br>Dirse\u011fin iskemleye dayal\u0131<br>\u2014 Bir vakitler g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne dayal\u0131, derdim ben \u2014<br>C\u0131gara paketinde yaz\u0131lar resimler<br>Resimler: cezaevleri<br>Resimler: \u00f6zlem<br>Resimler: eskidenberi<br>Ve bir ka\u015f\u0131n yukar\u0131 kalk\u0131k<br>Sevmen acele<br>Dostlu\u011fun \u00e7abuk<br>Bak\u0131yorum da simdi<br>O kadeh bir k\u00fcf\u00fcr gibi duruyor elinde.<br>Ve zaman dedi\u011fimiz nedir ki Ahmet Abi<br>Biz eskiden seninle<br>\u0130stasyonlar\u0131 dola\u015f\u0131rd\u0131k bir bir<br>O zamanlar Malatya kokard\u0131 istasyonlar<br>Nazilli kokard\u0131<br>Ve ya\u011fmurdan \u0131sland\u0131k\u00e7a Edirne postas\u0131<br>K\u0131l gibi ince \u0130stanbul ya\u011fmurunun alt\u0131nda<br>Esmer bir kad\u0131n sevmi\u015f gibi olurdun sen<br>Kad\u0131n\u0131n \u00fct\u00fcl\u00fc patiskalardan bir teni<br>Upuzun boynu<br>Kirpikleri<br>Ve sana Ahmet Abi<br>uzaktan uzaktan domates peynir keserdi sanki<br>Sofran\u0131 kurard\u0131<br>Elini bir suya koyar gibi kalbinden akana koyard\u0131<br>Cezaevlerine d\u00fc\u015fsen c\u0131garan\u0131 getirirdi<br>\u00c7ocuklar do\u011fururdu<br>Ve o \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n d\u00fcnyay\u0131 d\u00fczeltecek ellerini i\u015flerdi bir dantel gibi<br>O \u00e7ocuklar b\u00fcy\u00fcyecek<br>O \u00e7ocuklar b\u00fcy\u00fcyecek<br>O \u00e7ocuklar\u2026<br>Bilmezlikten gelme Ahmet Abi<br>Umudu d\u00fcrt<br>Umutsuzlu\u011fu yat\u0131\u015ft\u0131r<br>Diyece\u011fim \u015fu ki<br>Yok olan bir \u015feylere benzerdi o zaman trenler<br>Oysa o kadar kullan\u0131\u015fl\u0131 ki \u015fimdi<br>Hayalsiz ya\u015f\u0131yoruz nerdeyse<br>\u00c7ocuklar, kad\u0131nlar, erkekler<br>Trenler t\u0131kl\u0131m t\u0131kl\u0131m<br>Trenler cepheye giden trenler gibi<br>\u0130\u015f\u00e7iler<br>Almanya yolcusu i\u015f\u00e7iler<br>Kad\u0131nlar<br>Kimi yolcu, kimi gurbet bek\u00e7isi<br>Ellerinde bavullar, fileler<br>Kolonyalar, su \u015fi\u015feleri, paketler<br>Onlar ki, hepsi<br>Bir tutsak a\u011fa\u00e7 gibi yanl\u0131\u015f yerlere b\u00fcy\u00fcyenler<br>Ah g\u00fczel Ahmet Abim benim<br>G\u00f6rd\u00fcn m\u00fc bak<br>Da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f pazar yerlerine benziyor \u015fimdi istasyonlar<br>Ve da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f pazar yerlerine memleket<br>Gelmiyor i\u00e7imden h\u00fcz\u00fcnlenmek bile<br>Gelse de<br>\u00d6yle s\u00fcrekli de\u011fil<br>Bir caz m\u00fczi\u011fi gibi gelip ge\u00e7iyor h\u00fcz\u00fcn<br>O kadar \u00e7abuk<br>O kadar k\u0131sa<br>\u0130\u015fte o kadar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ahmet Abi, g\u00fczelim, bir mendil niye kanar<br>Di\u015f de\u011fil, t\u0131rnak de\u011fil, bir mendil niye kanar<br>Mendilimde kan sesleri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Edip CANSEVER<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Her yere yeti\u015filirHi\u00e7bir \u015feye ge\u00e7 kal\u0131nmaz ama\u00c7ocu\u011fum beni ba\u011f\u0131\u015flaAhmet Abi sen de ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla Boynu b\u00fck\u00fck duruyorsam e\u011fer\u0130\u00e7imden \u00f6yle geldi\u011fi i\u00e7in de\u011filAma hi\u00e7 de\u011filAh g\u00fczel Ahmet abim benim\u0130nsan ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yere benzerO yerin suyuna, o yerin topra\u011f\u0131na benzerSuyunda y\u00fczen bal\u0131\u011faTopra\u011f\u0131n\u0131 iten \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011feDa\u011flar\u0131n\u0131n, tepelerinin dumanl\u0131 e\u011fimineKonyan\u0131n beyazAntebin k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 d\u00fczl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne benzerG\u00f6\u011f\u00fcne benzer ki g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 mavidirDenize benzer ki dalgal\u0131d\u0131r bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131Evlerine, 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